its been a long time since i have had the urge to blog anything anymore ... not because am lacking in matter just pure procrastination - the mind resting in between other stuffs (creative writing of course) that seemed more urgent.
and then again, that over, i am chewing off all my nails ... in anticipation and not nervousness. you see ... i wanna touch the skies with what i have just completed. am just waiting for the stars to line up and make a path for me.
before all this happened - i went and holidayed in Jamaica, at the Blue Mountains. and the lassitude stayed, the joy of really doing nothing except 'falling in love'.
am still exploring this 'habit' ... love has to be a habit right? why would you want to repeat it otherwise? a good habit, if it comes back to you and fills your heart with blushes, steps up the metabolism and you want to get slimmer and more beautiful 'just to be the apple of his eyes'.
i still cant believe that i put on so much of weight last year ... 120 pounds? Kreegah! Now i am a 100 ... bliss bliss bliss!
Nopes love can be a tough job - makes me eat lesser portions (so i can maintain my now cool looking self) makes me buy pretty colourful dresses and then go run buy shoes that match and as if that's not enough 'am also looking at 'make up'?
yes, once in a while, i go mad and jump at him and the world for no reason except my own silliness and then i need the 'makeup'.
i dont think, certain things will change - Love and Making up. maybe, somewhere a little finesse is what am looking at as the months go - i wont have to be a beast, when am such a beauty hahahahahaahaha......
love always,
and then again, that over, i am chewing off all my nails ... in anticipation and not nervousness. you see ... i wanna touch the skies with what i have just completed. am just waiting for the stars to line up and make a path for me.
before all this happened - i went and holidayed in Jamaica, at the Blue Mountains. and the lassitude stayed, the joy of really doing nothing except 'falling in love'.
am still exploring this 'habit' ... love has to be a habit right? why would you want to repeat it otherwise? a good habit, if it comes back to you and fills your heart with blushes, steps up the metabolism and you want to get slimmer and more beautiful 'just to be the apple of his eyes'.
i still cant believe that i put on so much of weight last year ... 120 pounds? Kreegah! Now i am a 100 ... bliss bliss bliss!
Nopes love can be a tough job - makes me eat lesser portions (so i can maintain my now cool looking self) makes me buy pretty colourful dresses and then go run buy shoes that match and as if that's not enough 'am also looking at 'make up'?
yes, once in a while, i go mad and jump at him and the world for no reason except my own silliness and then i need the 'makeup'.
i dont think, certain things will change - Love and Making up. maybe, somewhere a little finesse is what am looking at as the months go - i wont have to be a beast, when am such a beauty hahahahahaahaha......
love always,
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